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A confession to make

Post by M240B on Mon 5 Oct 2015 - 10:56

CC denizens, I feel it's time I shed light on something I've been going through for a while. I can't find the words to explain this, so....this might seem a little weirdly worded. 

I'm not a woman. I'm a man, physically speaking, but I'm gender fluid. This means that sometimes I believe myself to be a man, sometimes I believe myself to be a woman. I don't wear womens clothing, of course, but I do act feminine at times. 

When I was in high school, I had to act like a dude, all the time, regardless of what I was feeling. I was afraid to let it be known what I was. On the internet, that's not quite an issue. I could be what I saw myself as. As Emma DeMarco. With the help of a very kind and generous friend, I got the pictures, built a backstory, and put myself out there as I wanted to be seen.

I can't keep this going anymore. Not now, not ever. I don't care if you hate me for this. I do care about being civil, however. I wish I could have said it sooner, but the damage would have been done anyways.

I haven't lied about my attempt at the US Army. I have my DD-214s, I can prove it upon request. I don't lie about that kind of thing.

My name is Adam.

Thank you for your time.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by M240B on Mon 5 Oct 2015 - 19:59

I'm taking the assumption that noone wants to talk to me anymore. I'll delete my account I guess.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by boomer_gonz on Mon 5 Oct 2015 - 20:20

WAT!! NOOOOOOOO!!! Don't delete your account!!! PLEEEEZE!!!!!!

Seriously though don't worry 'bout nothin. I don't care and I'm sure most everybody else doesn't either. And if they do, I am Admin, pH34R M4H H4MM3R!!

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Re: A confession to make

Post by Officer_Charon on Mon 5 Oct 2015 - 23:13

It's not so much that as the fact that many of us had cottoned on to this years ago.

Do what you do, be who you are. But don't always assume that a mask you wear is impenetrable.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by Alfisti on Tue 6 Oct 2015 - 4:11

@M240B wrote:I'm taking the assumption that noone wants to talk to me anymore.
Well, some of us have been asleep and at work since this went up and, as Charon pointed out, I suspect many of us worked it out awhile back.

That said, props for saying it up front and, as per Boomer (minus Admin privileges, obviously) I, and I don't think too many others, are overly concerned which way you wish to identify.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by rusty-spring on Tue 6 Oct 2015 - 12:06

@M240B wrote:I'm taking the assumption that noone wants to talk to me anymore. I'll delete my account I guess.

Don't think that an absence of replies means you're being ignored or disliked.  We're a small forum with members around the world, so sometimes it can take a while to get replies.

That said, I don't have any problems with how people choose to identify themselves.  It's a personal decision, and I respect others' rights to make them.

You are of course free to do as you wish and if you decide to delete your account, I wish you good fortune in the future.  If you decide to stick around and continue posting, well, the more the merrier.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by M240B on Tue 6 Oct 2015 - 13:49

Thank you very much, guys. Everyone's been surprisingly receptive to this, even off CC.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by Thescarredman on Tue 6 Oct 2015 - 17:50

This is the Internet after all, Em. Everybody is pretty much whatever they want to be.
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Re: A confession to make

Post by boomer_gonz on Wed 7 Oct 2015 - 1:41

True that.

Personally, I''m the unquestioned ruler of Latveria after I defeated Doctor Doom, tapped Morgan Le Fay's fine ass for a while(we parted on amicable terms btw), and made a deal with the Avengers (or at least Iron Man) where they don't invade so long as I call once a week to shoot the shit with Tony Stark.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by Awinnell on Wed 7 Oct 2015 - 8:31

most of the girls you chat with on the internet are dudes anyway !

Be yourself and don't let them grind you down !

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Re: A confession to make

Post by PolosElite23 on Wed 7 Oct 2015 - 21:03

As stated above. Not much to add myself. Razz

Be who you want, your choice. We're not all here to judge and stuff. Cyborg Central is like a little internet family, and we accept you for who you are.

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Re: A confession to make

Post by crazyidiot78 on Thu 8 Oct 2015 - 2:00

Seeing as I am a little late to the show, Mongolia and all that, it's all good.  People are who they are and be yourself.
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